从去年的圣诞节到今天为此，我在公司都没什么心情工作。首先我想跟我的上司和部门同事们道歉，因为没心情导致工作速度慢下来了，而且也无法如你们预期的赶完手头上的文件。我就在这里写一封信给你们。
I think this is the first post that I will write in English because it's a letter for you all (my manager and colleagues). I should say I have no choice to write in other language because if i don't write this letter in english, how you will know what I want to say to you (except you know chinese).
To Sharmela (My Department Manager) :
First of all, I will like to say thousand of thank you to you because you have teach me a lot of usefull experience that I don't know previously.
All the way I work at this company in about 2 years time, you have have teach me alot of knowledge, sharing your experience with me, guide me the correct way in working and life, tell me what should we do in this society and many others knowledge. I can see I am growing slowly during working with the company and under your supervision.
On last Wednesday, you having a short discussion/meeting with me and you tell me that you have feel that my performance have slow down and giving you feeling that I am going to resign.Yes, you are correct and I have think about it before and still thinking now. Thank you for sharing your working experience and telling me what I should do before I decide to resign and searching for new job.
I am happy to working with you, colleagues and company, many things I have learn from here and every thing is satisfy for me, but the salary is one of the issue that I have to include in my decision, because I really difficult to survive with it.
Anyway, I will think about what you have tell me and I will feedback you on next monday what is my decision as per your request.
What I can promise my self and you is start from this second, I will try my best to keep my performance at the top point and come back to "me" that you know before this is happenign, but I also need few days time to "re-operate" again. Hope you will understand and forgive me.
To Parwin ( my team manager) :
Firstly, I will like to apologize to you because bringing many problem to you during I am under your supervision. I also want to say thousand of thank you to you because you don't "kira" with me and guide me all the way.
I will tell you what I am thinking about at here. I am happy to work under your supervision and I very enjoy because I won't gila in posting and I can work without "posting" pressure. You also have help me on solving some problem and guide me what to do in english.
But, I also very hate people to interrupt on some of my working style because I know what to do and what I am doing. I will give you the best result that I may do especially my english is very limited. You are manager and please act like a manager because manager have to make desicion by own and have to take risk to success in some cases, I think I not need to mention further because I sure you also know it by yourself but you scare only. What I have mention just now is mean on some field only, dont think to far away.
To Chester (my colleague) :
Thank you brother because you have help me a lot when I having problem on my work especially my english. Thank you for teaching me how to survive in the society and what should do in our work.I won't say more because everybody have difference style and character include myself. Wish all the best to you and me and help each other to success in our work.
To Kokila (my colleague) :
I am happy to knowing you as a friend. Hope we can cooeprate in our work and get the goal together. Sometime, we have to straight at our work and have to act according to the "post" in our work.
Yeah... finally I have finish my letter already because now the time is around 4.30 am already. Later I go to work sure will feel sleepy and I sure will sclod by my manager again.
When I ask you all to read my blog, please don't feel heart feeling or frighten, because it's what I am thinking and this is what you want to know/hear from me. Hope you all will forgive me for what I have done previously and I will try my best to improve myself to be better to achive goal.
I will stop my letter at here and I feel sleepy already. It's time to sleep and wake up early to go to work later.
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